You are not only crazy, you are selfish and a moron.

People seriously need to get a grip and just stop already.

Fat.

HEH?

"faggot that sucks too much dick for his own good."

Someone knows me a little too well...creepy. Hah. Who knows? Maybe one day that statement will actually be an accurate description of me, hahaha.

My sister's been visiting for about the last week. She's exactly the same as the last few times I saw her. It's weird. I don't know what to think or how to feel. I love her to what seems to me an illogical degree, based on the fact that I really don't know her. She's lived in Texas since I was one and she's come to visit about 10 times for anywhere between one week and one and a half months. That's how little I know her. She was my pen pal until I was about 12 and then I lost interest...or I guess became much more concerned with what was going on in my life locally that I failed to respond to all the letters and birthday cards she would send me. She's always made more than enough of an effort for me to see that she cares about continuing to nurture our relationship, but for some reason it was never enough for me. I wonder if we'll always remain relative strangers despite the fact that we're siblings. It doesn't seem that weird when I consider the same situation going on between other people, but it's a total mind fuck when I think about how the situation is mine.

Current Music: Joan Baez, Rolex Witch

So far, my favorite "Truth Box" comment is the following:

"to tell you the truth, i think you would have benefitted mankind more as a mailbox or as an ATM machine than as a human."

It hurts my feelings and makes me laugh at the same time, hahaha.

I hate almost everything about my life right now.
The weird thing is that I don't think I've ever felt happier.
What's even weirder is that I feel happy about just about nothing.

Fuck. It was only a matter of time. Natural highs only last so long.

Life is a fucking joke. Again.

:)

Current Music: Indian Jewelry

Hi.

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